Fresh Start

Well- this is for the people who I know are interested in the changes in my life.

Okay----big surprise for everyone:

I am not going back to school in January....gasp. I know!
But I need a semester off. It's been a really tough year and I just feel like I don't quite know who I am yet. Not enough to choose what I am going to do for the rest of my life. I've been having more and more doubts about whether or not I should go into the Army.

I'm different from everyone in ROTC and everyone I met at West Point and I am just not completely sure that the Army is for me. So- I am taking off a semester to really search my soul and figure out what God's plan for my life is.

Anyway- I know that it's going to be different, not going to school and working for a few months but I know that it is right. I've been told that I am a quitter for doing this. But honestly, no one knows what is right for me but me. I am 21. I am an adult. And I know that this is right. I will be coming back to Auburn in the fall of next year. Whether or not I do ROTC is still up in the air.

So, finally- for a new start I need new changes. That's why I am not going to have a facebook anymore. That, I know, is a HUGE shock for my friends who know me and know that I am addicted to facebook. Starting January 1st my facebook account will be canceled. If ya'll want to know what is going on in my life and what I decide to do- then please feel free to read this.

I'm gonna miss my friends in Auburn for the 6 or so months that I am gone. But I know that I am going to be much happier when I figure out what God's plan for my life is. And I know that the only way I am going to figure that out is by getting as close to my Father as possible--and to do that I am going to focus solely on Him for the next few months before I go back to school.

Anyway, I love ya'll very much. And I just ask that you guys pray for me because I honestly don't quite know where my life is headed just yet. And it's kinda scary- especially since I've been planning on going in the Army since I was 10. Haha- I didn't know I had this much to say....:) Okay, I'm done typing..........now.