Moving In...

So there is officially one week of school left including exams.

Tonight I came to my new house and looked at it. Saw my new room and figured out how I am going to set it up...I'm excited. :)

I start applying for jobs tomorrow. I cannot wait.

Finally, no more school...............:) :) :)

Yay....

So- I talked to LTC Segars and SFC Morgan...and MAJ Locke. Haha. A lot of people. It was really difficult. Mostly talking to SFC Morgan and MAJ Locke like I thought it would be. LTC Segars was really helpful though, and complimentary.

So- here is the official plan. I will be taking a semester off- thank goodness! I'll be taking some transient classes, possibly. I'm going to come back to Auburn in the summer and take a full semester and that way I will still be on time to graduate. :) Lastly, I will go to LDAC the next summer and commission at the end of camp. Which I am most excited about.

Oh- I don't have to pay my scholarship back!!!! LTC Segars is making it so that I can use it in the summer! Yay!

Scholarship

Okay- So Tom called around for me and found out that it is a possibility for me to take a semester off and not lose my scholarship but it is really up to my PMS....no, not that kind of pms, ya'll. It stands for Professor of Military Science. I am going to talk to him tomorrow and see what we can do. I'm not as nervous about that as I am about talking to SFC Morgan. I know he isn't going to be happy with me. But he's leaving in December anyway, so it isn't like he'll miss me at Auburn. I'm nervous about it. But excited. No school starting January. Such a relief!

Fresh Start

Well- this is for the people who I know are interested in the changes in my life.

Okay----big surprise for everyone:

I am not going back to school in January....gasp. I know!
But I need a semester off. It's been a really tough year and I just feel like I don't quite know who I am yet. Not enough to choose what I am going to do for the rest of my life. I've been having more and more doubts about whether or not I should go into the Army.

I'm different from everyone in ROTC and everyone I met at West Point and I am just not completely sure that the Army is for me. So- I am taking off a semester to really search my soul and figure out what God's plan for my life is.

Anyway- I know that it's going to be different, not going to school and working for a few months but I know that it is right. I've been told that I am a quitter for doing this. But honestly, no one knows what is right for me but me. I am 21. I am an adult. And I know that this is right. I will be coming back to Auburn in the fall of next year. Whether or not I do ROTC is still up in the air.

So, finally- for a new start I need new changes. That's why I am not going to have a facebook anymore. That, I know, is a HUGE shock for my friends who know me and know that I am addicted to facebook. Starting January 1st my facebook account will be canceled. If ya'll want to know what is going on in my life and what I decide to do- then please feel free to read this.

I'm gonna miss my friends in Auburn for the 6 or so months that I am gone. But I know that I am going to be much happier when I figure out what God's plan for my life is. And I know that the only way I am going to figure that out is by getting as close to my Father as possible--and to do that I am going to focus solely on Him for the next few months before I go back to school.

Anyway, I love ya'll very much. And I just ask that you guys pray for me because I honestly don't quite know where my life is headed just yet. And it's kinda scary- especially since I've been planning on going in the Army since I was 10. Haha- I didn't know I had this much to say....:) Okay, I'm done typing..........now.